Stats:

Weight: 280.4
Weight Delta: Gained 1.1lb

How was this week (3 min)?

This week was very shit. Found out my mom was sick. Spent a bunch of money I don’t have to go see her. Went much deeper into debt. My best friend went into surgery so I haven’t been talking to her as much. Also I lowered my estrogen way too hard and felt like shit so that certainly didn’t help. Overall it was kind of shit. I hate being in debt so much. Like it sucks. I hate being stressed constantly about money. It is NOT chill. Idk, I need therapy but can’t afford it. I feel pretty awful and sad. Idk. I have been cooking a lot for myself which I guess is progess. I stopped buying processed food at the corner store. And haven’t bought uber eats in over a month so that’s like pretty cool. Also I figured out that I was kind of overdoing protein so I’m hoping to save money by cutting back on the amount of chicken I’ve been buying. Bought a shit ton of ground coffee which I didnt need. Also bought more kitchen stuff. Idk, it so hard because I know like having things like sauce pans things help me save me money buy allowing myself to cook at home but also like the upfront cost is kind of a lot :((